They say this is the city, the city of angels but all I see is dead wings

Wow, The Distillers, been a long long long time...
Favourite ever song was Dismantle Me, was addicted to it. Coral Fang was just a brilliant album.
Came to Vancouver twice, and twice I missed out.


now, kewell to Gala, great news. Adios bro.
Dossena finally signed, great news.
'kay now, who's next??

This picture makes me so happy.
And it's not because who's in it. Two possibilities:
1) It's preseason, JOY!!
2) He's back (and in black)!






And the sky is deeper than a dream
And the sky is deeper than a dream

29 more days till last day of work
25 more days till the concert(say in french)....
1 more day till after tommorow

I

♥

Travis

 

Aya, I'm so flippin pissed off right now. I don't  know, it might be because of my cousin. Maybe. Because you don't just sit on one's computer and start going through their picture folder(or any folder) and stealing pics to put on your goddamn facebook or msn! You just don't do that. You're supposed to respect others 'privacy'(not really privacy, but still). Had she asked, I wouldn't have given a lesser damn. But you ASK first. And I hate that because she never does. I just wish I can slap the living shit outta her, just till her hair falls out and her teeth are knocked out. Okay so we went to the beach together and I have a folder filled with our pictures...You still should ask to go through it. RIGHT? She's younger than me, and that makes it ten times worse. I could've yelled at her and shit, but it was 10 PM, and I was not in the mood of an argument. She also started stealing, yes stealing, my torres pictures and other spain ones just to put up to show her undying support!  And yeah, they are mostly from getty images, and some I made on photoshop, but you STILL have to ask. Is it SOOO hard? I mean...I think it's more to do with her going through the folder than what she actually took., but it's the same to me. She just promoted herself on my 'People to shoot with a shotgun' list.  And there are other things about her that disgust me, but I won't discuss them, since she is in the end(kinda unfortunately) my cousin.  One of those 15 year olds who act like 25 year olds. 
Me and her brother are the only football fans around(in the family). Like we only have each other to discuss everything. Yes, I do have three brothers, and yeah the three of them are crazy football fans but one's in Canada, the other's in Qatar and the other I barely get to see. So I am really close to this guy, and I think now, that it's that bit of feeling out that bugs her. Well, woopity fucking doo, do something about it. Don't just support a team for the sake of it. Just know the rules for GOD's sake. Know what an offside is...and know what a foul is! This shouldn't bug me, and it doesn't usually, it kinda makes us both laugh(my and her brother), but today, after that  pathetic incident, it pissed me off. It's nice to discuss footy with a fellow girl, it really is. I do, I have this friend who's an Arsenal supporter and I absolutely love her. She knows her stuff and it makes everything more fun to talk about. 
I actually have a great example... My brother's friend, Louisa, [I love her too] came from Canada like a month ago and knew almost nothing about soccer football. But she saw how my brother was obssessed and she liked it, so without actually trying too hard, she just found herself enjoying each game and cheering like crazy. She supported Spain actually but that's because she has Spanish roots.  Anyways, I watched the game next to her yesterday and it almost seemed like my brother was sitting there. She just didn't know a lot of the players.(She did like Casillas, but hated Sergio's name. Said if her name was Sergio she'd kill herself). Now my cousin had THREE brothers who were crazy fans as well, and she's been around them for years... yet she didn't seem to become a 'fan' until recently when me and her brother started to talk a lot. And he's only 13, so no sick thoughts please.

Geez, who would've thought this would come from a **** stealing pictures without permission!. Again, not really stealing that annoyed me, more like going through files without asking. (God how many times did I repeat myself now?)
God I'm an angry person. God save me! GodGod God.

On a slightly lighter note. ONE MORE MONTH and a bit, and I'm gone. NO more clinic. No more fake people. No more botox. No more filling. No more goddamn liposuction. No more answering phones. Ooooh and 27 more days til Mika! I feel like there's gonna be a lot of teeny boppers around, but it's the, getting out of the house idea that's exciting me. 
OMG, I totally forgot...there was some noises coming down from the streets, so me being the nosey self I get to the balcony to check wtf's going on. BORING, nothing, stupid kids yelling...I move my head up, and there...right infront of me, my freckled crush. He was wearing one of those wife beaters which threw me off, but still, I just thought about his freckles. mmmm. I must shush now.
 Brother and his bitch, Buffy.

 
OOOh we went to the SupaMarket. And I bought one of these bad boys girls. (it's pink, it can't be a boy)

Yan Yan, they're sooooooooo oldschool.

Anyways they're stoopid and laym because....



(Look, Inside for, FUN WORDS!!)




So basically,'Cow' and 'MUUUUU' are 'fun words'. Yes, that's why they're stupid.


mmmmm better.

Seriously now, WTF!? I was looking through my folder and I found this...
 
Um....I 'think' I saw it on livejournal..one of these ads when I first log in...
I shouldn't point out why I found it very weird and random and totally WTF. 

Post 3 out of 3
3/3
3:3

SO why was I so uberly excited/nervous/crazy two posts ago?
Behold:

MUahahahah Yes, Mikamikamika     and I'll be standing. I'd rather that than pay a bit extra to 'sit' on the sides. And I love mama cuz she got them while I was working HARD at work.
~~~~~


SoOoo my mummy is buying my broza a watch since he got into the UBC...like usual he asks for my opinion. I told him how I hate stainless steal and it looks too kiddish and Leather strap is the way to go. He agrees. Then I go

<tr></tr><th> </th>   Rayan. :stainless steal watches only look good on one person, and that's obviously not you 
O M A R:who is that 
Rayan.:you need to have hairless arms and a little bit of tattoo showing 
Rayan. :AND NO not fernando torres 
O M A R:show me the guy


>It's Dagger. I didn't show him the whole pic, I just cut out the top part and showed him the arms.<

 

( It's one cracked up convo...avec mon frere )

( After Espana game )

( Ze Germans vs Ze Russians )

I want to talk about the game, but I can't. I'm just really happy. My second team in the final...woo. Just Torres, dammit. You'll have a cracking final game, oui?
Exactly one month till the night.  I feel the need to buy colored pants.  Sleep.

- 

 Post 2 out of 3
2/3
2:3

*Ahem*

Oh MY Godizzzzlee!!!Holy Jeebus! GAH I LOVE EVERYONE ATM!
Especially two people.
           - MY MOTHER, YOU ARE ZE BEZT THING ZAT 'APPENED IN MA LYFE!although you happened before me, so basically, I should be the best thing that happened to you, and I am, cuz I'm your only youngest daughter, so that just screams 'best thing that happened to me!!'
            - MIKA, YOU CHOSE TO COME HERE BAAAAABBYY. Like I love you. You made my lame lame year spring to life. Best summer since the war! Love you so much.

This makes no sense whatsoever, but fuckit I'm too happy.

Oh and this is Mika the singer...not Mika the crappy LJ-er. *Insert winking emoticon*

Post 1 out of 3.
1/3
1:3
eeee

The crazyness will come later. But atm I am so extremely/unbelievanslakdj-ly/uber-ly/whatever-ly   nervous for today/now/30minutes oooooo aaaaaaa eeeeeeeee!!! I'm going crazy, just waiting for the goddamn answer thinking about you baby   <<major WTFs!




 

I fucking hate her


She is the most annoying thing since Dora the spanish explorer or whatever she was called.
I think she's a baby slut. Honestly. I mean, wear a bloody top. She seduces baby boys(I know for a fact).  Look at the way she's holding those sunglasses!!
What kind of baby wears sunglasses.  And the way she's holding them.  Blech.

How sick is this?:

This loving, tender relationship between a granddad and a little girl inspired Lilly to write her very first song, shrewdly entitled “Allo Papy” (Hello Granddad). Her first single, out in the shops on the 27^th March, is already a hit, on the lips of children, parents, grandparents and especially granddads everywhere!

Anyhow, the bitchick is yelling right now. She's talking to her grandpa(boyfriend) and apparently she's pissed off him because he insulted her and bla bla bla. And now she's crying. She was crying before too so I got her a glass of water and tissues. I could ignore her and let her be miserable for being a bitch all those times, but I'm not evil. I'm a good person :D. I have a good heart. (hahahahaha, in all honesty I do).

Woooo another useless post. But I'm at work doing absolutely nothing. 

UGGHH I want her to hang up the flippin phone!!I NNNNNNNNNNEEEDD to talk to my ma dammit!

I was extreeeeemmely bored. And I saw a cockroach in the kitchen...so...

They fell in love, they had sex, and had babies.

GOD I am so bored!!
There's nothing on TV, nothing on the net, my mother is busy with her egyptian soap operas so I can't bug her, my buddies are all unavailable(damn them cunts) , my cousin's at work, the other is out avec her mum, the other is up in the mountains, my brother is out with his gf, my dad's in tripoli(Oh shucks, I totally had plans for us), and my other brother ain't online. Probably sleeping, the lazy bastard!! I HAVE NOTHING TO DO!!! So I apologize in advance for spamming the friends page. Really, I do..
Whenever I write or think about the word spam, I think of




Jeeezz I need to see my crush again! I want to de attach his head and just stare at his freckles!!
His hair is ugly. Like it's stuck back in the 90s. 
He wears a lot of black. Not good. 
His shoes are......okay not bad. 
It's just those freckles. God they're beautiful!

There are two more smackin' new eye candies.

One. My cousin's teacher. Eyes, omg.  His smirk, OMG. His hair, hollaz. The way that green or blue polo shirt fits his body, *faints*. He wears glasses too, and I have a thing for glasses. He is the hottest nerd ever and he almost turned my cousin gay. 
And guess what? My stupid cousin passed and  finished school, so the teacher won't be coming anymore*cries*.  The camera should be with me ALL the time.

Two. This guy came to the clinic today. Not my type, but somehow managed to become one. Then I found out he was a complete proper rich bitch. He brought his effin' driver with him!. But still, he was like whoa!

I wasn't like this I swear. I've just turned into an obsessed 15 year old. I'm 19, I have to get that into my brain. I do look 15 though. That stupid patient who said I sounded like a fucking little boy on the phone, I will never forget that!. How dense can people get??? I hate phones. 

Now about me looking 15, how do I change that? I like the way I dress and I don't want to change it. Besides there are people who are older than me and wear something similar to what I wear and still look OLD! I want wrinkles. What's the opposite of botox? Maybe if I'll liposuck my face, then the access skin can turn into wrinkles. Maybe?

OKay, this is a positive post. 
oh oh oh, Ricardo back as my icon! I <3 you man. I adore you. You are the best thing that happened to Italy my friend.

Um, I'm still bored.
WTF do I do?

A random thing about shepherds pie...

My mother made us a dish yesterday and it was mm mmm delicious. But today it's all dry and the mashed potatoes aren't smooth anymore. they're just chunky.  Ew. That's all. It's still eatable.

So the random thing is that you can't eat it with a fork. The meat and carrots aren't staying still so they roll off the fork. It's not enjoyable like this it needs a spoon.  I was too lazy to get up and get a spoon, so i spent an hour eating a goddamn dish. That's all.

Oh My God I need diet pepsi badly!
And my head hurts! Oh life is so horrible, please take me away now God...............yeah. 

It’s you and me, monogamy, just you and me, pornography

Oooh okay, so about this new 'crush'

I need to go shopping for new pants.
Pants not jeans. Colorful ones. I’d like either a yellow or green or blue or red color. All for Mikamikamika. I went all crazy yesterday from this advertisement about the show. I haven’t been this excited since The Strokes. Ooh good times. And the Raveonettes.
Anyhow, I highly doubt I’ll find any. I might ask mum to make me one.

So long.

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See, God of Football does exist. 
I love you Iker Casillas

~ahem ahem~
Dear God Of Football, answer my prayers for I pray for The Espana to kick the behind of The Italy.  This post will carry no swear words for  God of Football must be respected.  I do not know what form God of Football comes in, but there is one, because he DOES answer football prayers. So far Zero prayers have been answered but today we start fresh.  God of Football and I have an agreemant.   So please GoF make me happy again. The italians are evil, they have Gattuso in their squad!! And Donadoni is the devil. And God of Football doesn't like the devil. Espana are all angels. God of Football knows that, he likes angels. Male or female angels. 
God bless.

Holy smokes I'm scared!



mum-Rayan, is your brother underline(online)? 
I love her♥

I found myself a new crush.

oh my god! I'm a sore loser. I want to die. Why?
I swear if Italy progress today, international football can go 'fuck' itself!

Rate the pathetic-ness.
Over 3/4 of our Euro cup sticker album is full.
Waste of money?maybe.
But till this day, I flip through the previous world cup sticker books. Couple I filled, and the rest my brother did.
Me and cousin Aboudi have spent around 55,000L.L on the goddamn thing. The stickers. I got really wicked ones too.
The spain page is almost full. Short of maybe 2 pics. Fucking holland page is NOT almost full. I did get Klaasy though, and RVP and Babel and V.Bronkhorst and HEITINGA . Oh my, how freaking sad am I! in need of a hobby.

Shiza I can't wait. I hate people going ' Oh yeah, you just wait and see, Russia are gonna stuff ya' Like how? No evidence bitches. I like it when they say that, but I hate them.
We will win, just as long as flipping Engelaar is on the bench-he's not even in the sticker album- and Johnny boy gets a go. Dunno I'm just so excited and just can't wait and just..........wowza!I'm in a weird happy mood today.

Went beaching today. My skin is allergic to tan, I'm sure. Whatever the hell I put on myself I never seem to be able to get some color. Either no color, or burn like a tomato.  But whatever because the best part of it all was sitting in the beach. We just sat there in the water  and wave after wave would crash in our face but it felt sooooooo good and it was fun and refreshing but kinda salty. Screw swimming pools, beaches rock! And you can sing as loud as you want, you can basically do whatever you want on the beach. We went back to the pool but it was all lame.  

Turkiya! Thank you. You are a true example of 'nothing is impossible'. This is the third time this tournament I think. I was rooting for them cuz our maid is Turkish, and my mother likes turkish coffee, and I might be going to a turkish bath, and Istanbul.  And Turkey in general are awsome. 
Can transfer rumours just stop?Can transfers just happen? It can't, I know, but they're worse than my mum's egyptian soap operas! I try to stay clear from goal.com, but nope.[what's sad is that I used to make fun of bro because he was an addict to it and now look at moi]

Yesterday someone asked me what's a person from Netherland called. I quickly unconciously reply 'Hollish'. It's sad because a long(looooooooong) time ago, I thought they were called Netherlandians. Okay I'm blabbering now.

GOOOOOOOOOOD LUUUUUUUUUUCK YOU RIPE ORANGES!

I hate dreams. They don't come true, right? Piss off Gabrielle. I hope you are horribly wrong.


I really hope I never dream again. I don't know if this is considered a nightmare actually.
I dreamt that my brother (the one I wa s talking about yesterday, the one who got into UBC) killed himself. Damn it was so horrible, I've never been so glad about waking up.  My cheeks were moist and I figured out that I was actually crying in my sleep.  Which is weird, cuz you are supposed to wake up crying, not actually cry during the dream. Anyways. In the dream my mum and dad were totally normal with it. Mum tells me that it's okay he died now rather than later. I was like major WTFs? My dad was like, ' yeah, did you know your brother killed himself'. Seriously the most fucked up dream I've ever had, I really hate dreaming about people dying(like most would), especially him. 
A dream cannot be complete without any Liverpool connections right? Well, I kid you not, moments before, Agger was fucking murdered by a mafia gang. He was walking through a forest apparently[the same forest my brother was walking from when he told me he's gonna kill himself]. Oh yes, I knew he was gonna kill himself and didn't do anything about it, it seems like it.  Anyways, he was walking and then the mafia just came and casually killed him(gun or knife, I can't remember). 

Add to that, the depression I felt late last night. I think I'm gonna have a really gloomy day today. Tommorow we go beaching.

woo, it's like a bucket of depression has just been dumped on me.
2 minutes ago I was completely fine. 
What's up?
Damn, I wish I knew.

Although..
I'm extremely happy for my brother! 
The smart bastard got accepted at UBC. He's been a nervous wreck since he applied, but finally, phew.
This is a post dedicated to my favourite brother. Just because. okay not really.
Good thing he doesn't even know what Livejournal is. 
He's been an ass lately, but I guess it's just those nerves. 
I'm so freaking proud of him dammit!!!!!!! There is a genius in the family! 
btw UBC is University of British Columbia. And yeah, I can be proud of something now.





PS. I'd really like to kill people who appear offline. I don't think there's anything wrong with it, but it just pisses me off. Or blocking, God I hate blocking.  Blocking, unblocking! Msn is a pain in the ass at times.

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I decided to stop watching the match after teh first half. That's all.

edit:YES 3-1

my mother is a whacko at times.
She added some honey to her 7 UP and drank it.
Weird weird lady.